"It
was long ago and far away in a prison camp in North Vietnam.
My father was a high-ranking admiral. The Vietnamese came and
said that I could leave prison early. And we had a code of conduct
that said you only leave by order of capture. I also had a dear
and beloved friend who was from California named Ev Alvarez,
who had been shot down and captured a couple of years before
me. But I wasn't in good physical shape. In fact, I was in rather
bad physical shape. And so I said no. ... But I said no, and
I'll never forget sitting in my last answer, and the high- ranking
officer who offered it slammed the door and the interrogator
said, "Go back to your cell. It's going to be very tough on
you now." And it was; but not only the toughest decision I ever
made, but I'm most happy about that decision than any decision
I ever made in my life. Could I finally say, it look a lot of
prayer. It took a lot of prayer."